Its odd because i feel like the same person most of time, but i notice people smile at me now, the check out chicks try and make small talk with me, and they never did before... Like all of a sudden im a person now and not some outcast monster..
It does make my head spin tho... every so often i catch a glimpse of a part of my body (walking past a window or mirror) and i see myself and im generally shocked, like 'what? Thats me? Oh..im not as bad as i thought... But then the next time i look at myself i still see 130kg me... And i feel upset. *shrug*
My dh is the same as yours altho he is only 6ft...but he often feels like he gets treated lesser because he is so skinny, he often says that he would gain more respect if he was bulkier. Because people always just assume they can treat him how they like because he is 'lightweight' *sigh* i think its rare these days for people to be comfortable in their own skin..i find it sad. Theres so much more to life. I used to think that losing weight would make my life perfect (unrealistic fantasy much) but im almost 40kgs down and i still have a million and one problems and being thinner isny going to fix any of them. lol. I suppose at least ill be able to cross one thing off my list of things that make me unhappy!