Lilystar - That sucks big I've never made it to testing day either - period always comes way early but they have just discovered I have insufficient progesterone. You are not letting anyone down - it's not in your control and you are doing everything you can to make this happen! Try and do something nice for yourself this weekend.
Disney Baby - Believe me I know how scary this whole thing can be. I resisted IVF for ages, now I've done two full stims and a FET. You can do this, you really can. Firstly, you have to try and stop all the "what if's" and future/predictive thinking (easier said than done I know). It causes you to jump further and further ahead in your mind until you are in a ball of anxiety and tears. Concentrate on the tasks you have to do today. You can't control when your period will show. If it comes tomorrow then you will be able to commence IVF sooner. If it doesn't they can do things to bring it on and then you will start IVF a little later. You don't have to suffer waiting. When you get those negative thoughts bring your mind back into the present. Concentrate on a a mundane task, go for a walk, swap any negative thoughts with other thoughts. You will and you can get through IVF and we are all hear to support you, cheer you on and help you with any questions. Plus it's ok to have a big fat cry once in awhile - very therapeutic! We have no control in this process so you just have to sit back and tackle each hurdle as it comes. Hang in there
moomechanic - No I stopped excising during the TWW out of fear. However, this time I intend to continue exercising. It was expained to me that if it's going to stick - it's going to stick. Not exercising is going against my normal pattern, I think it's best to keep things as normal as possible.
CJ81 and BecT - Good luck for EPU tomorrow . Let us know how you go.
AFM - AF has arrived. Scan and BT tomorrow.