PB hope everything is going okay? You poor thing you have had so much happening and you are planning a wedding ARGHHH
I hope it is all sorted ASAP and you can get back to planning your AMAZING day!!
Nic - so good to hear you are going so well, I cannot believe how time has flown by!
Zoo - wow almost there!!! How exciting...
I didn't go back very far so apologies to everyone else for not doing personals but I trust everything is running smoothly
I am so sorry I have been MIA, firstly I have had so much going on.... Been on clomid and have been very all over the place emotionally, even to the point of quitting my job (crazy) anyway I have started a new job but I can't help but feel so depressed that my life would be so different had I have still been pregnant - I would have been 31 weeks and 3 days today!!! I would have been finishing up at work for maternity leave and I would have been due Nov 30, two weeks after DH birthday and before Christmas and Summer - it was perfect!! Instead I am still not even pregnant & started a new job that I have to hide everything from, on top of that I am booking jobs at work for what was my due date and it hurts me so badly and to top it off I have a few friends due around Christmas, I think that may break me down...... Also my bestie who was due 10 days apart from me has her c-section booked in for 6 weeks and I feel sick at the thought of it..... I was driving today and just bawling my eyes out at how life has turned out to be so different and I just want it all back. Oh and to add to this I have a new neighbour, guess her due date - yep Nov 30 - Why is the world throwing so much at me?! What have I done in my past life....
Okay so not sure is I told you about the laparoscopy, hys & dye studies done on August 6th - I was very sore but glad we have some more answers.... So I have mild PCO and Endo..... great news was no blocked tubes!! Also DH has been doing acupuncture as have I and we have seen a small improvement in the semen results, I have been placed on clomid until November and been advised by the fertility specialist if no luck by Nov we will have to go back to a second round of IVF The hardest part is 3 months ago my DH was injured playing basketball and did his knee, he had surgery Friday so we hope he can be back at work in a couple of weeks,....... we have just been living off one wage, all our saving we did was sucked into our mortgage.... We are almost completely empty and I mean that so we have agreed that we will go ahead and do IVF in Jan next year (I would have liked this year but we simply will not have money) but also I know being in a new job it's going to be hard calling in sick so I guess if we wait a few more months I wont be so new.
This is honestly not easy and I wonder when we will get our lucky break, I really cannot even begin to explain how I feel and how none of my friends just don't "get it"
Sorry about the novel, wanted to let you know whats been going on!