of course lol. Im such a dill. Thankyou so much for your reply. I'm really trying to decide whether to do delayed clamping and encapsulation or lotus.
I have a history of depression and PND and my family has a history of depression so I desperately want to do all that I can to give my baby and I the best start to a happy life together that I can and if any of these things will help even the tiniest bit, then I'll do it.. I just don't know which to choose. Will stop thread crashing now!