Im on my fresh cycle,just a few days before egg pick up *hopefully* friday..
Anyway im one of the people that have told so few people in our RL that I literally have NOONE who I can talk to about this,well at least anyone that can relate.
Nothing major is going on, just a normAL day. Im on day 13 of my meds and im a hormonal wreck.
I just feel so sad today and so alone. I know all the reasons we chose not to speak about this IRL,but (especially being a talker) I am just feeling like i have not a friend in the world today. (Probably the meds talking I know,and the ol estrogen being high high high given im right before EPU) Ive been so teary all day and the one friend can usually count on to cheer me up and talk to 1)has not being available to me for this whole cycle,hasnt even asked once how i am without me hinting towards anything and 2)has some news today im not sure she knows how to feel about. So i feel guilty laying it all on her today.(even though I did just send a hormonal text and just got a reply of "well hopefully itll all pay off".FERTILE PEOPLE!!!)
Anyway now im coming off totally crazy but i just wanted to know if anyone else is in this space today and needs to chat/vent/cry with me.>??