I'm a mess today. Keep crying everytime I talk.
Dtd this morning, which caused huge cramping and then a little bleed. I felt like I was going to throw up, then broke into a cold sweat & burst into tears (shock?). I just kept saying I don't want to loose it again.
Spoke to acup but she's booked til 8.30 tonight no break. Has given me instructions to get moxa stick and will email points to apply to help. She called back to say her partner can see me this morn & she will instruct him (he's an acup but she's the fert expert) but I said if he's just going to do moxa as I can myself I'd rather not see anyone or tallk to anyone. DH is going to valley to get stick and bring it home for me.
Also spoke to FS. He's booked scan for Tue now (wk earlier) - doesn't want it to be too early to see anything. He said if bleed becomes like period or cramps get worse and worse, come to emergency for pain relief and they'll get him.
Lying around with heat pack. Cramps less but dull discomfort.
I'm so worried and upset. I really don't want to mc again