I am at a loss. I feel so depressed. I have so much stuff that I need to do. I can't even manage my groceries. I can't think of what to cook, what to get DS, I have washing that I need to do, business stuff that I need to think about. My house is a mess, my DP is upset with me. My relationship is doing my head in, and I think it's just that - all in my damn head. I'm a talk myself into issues type of person and it seems that I've done just that. I feel so unhealthy, so unmotivated. All I want to do is sit here and cry!
Does anyone else feel like this? Like it's just not going to get any better and it's the same thing over and over again every day, I am going insane. I'm really resenting being a SAHM mother, I feel as though I can't handle it! I love my Son and I adore all the time in the world with him but I don't get out much and my one outlet, my MIL has told me that she's really stressed at work and her BP is up and I don't want to burden her with my troubles.
I don't drive and I barely exercise, lately I just sit around feeling sorry for myself.
But it's my own fault. I'm talking myself into this remember?
Sh!t. What can I do to feel better? Don't suggest a walk! BLERGH!
I apologise if you're even more depressed yourself after reading this