My mum is p!ssing me off today. Actually, everyone is p!ssing me off today not just my mum.
Firstly, DD isn't sleeping well at the moment, not quite sure why. Sunday night she didn't sleep coz she was in pain (she gets rash's from not wiping properly after going to the toilet while at her dads house and i deal with it all night when she comes home).
Then, DH and i aren't connecting properly atm, his boss is away for a week or so and he is/has been stressed about being the boss at work with 2 new people starting this week, plus we are going away in september and arn't sure how we're going to pay for it, but we can't miss the trip coz we have to see my grandad and DH's grandad who are both at the end of their lives. On top of that DH's grandad had a heart attack a few days ago and DH wishes he could be there. Last night he found out his cat that he had to give up a few months ago coz i am allergic to her (we found out after having her with us for 3 months i had an alergy) she had kittens and DH really misses his princess.
Then i had a big argument with Telstra over a phone bill that we disconnected in November last year- they disconnected it in march apparently, even though we had been with another carrier since december. They are trying to say we owe them over $1500 when we should only owe them $350..
And then finally, i called mum to talk to her coz i'm having a sh!t day and she hands up on me because my sister needed to talk. When she called me back she told me my older sister was having a rough time with Docs (she has our nephews with her and is trying to get their help financially but they wont help unless she gets legal custody but Legan aid wont help her and she can't afford a lawyer), and also with being pregnant, not working (her work was closing down so she stopped working all together), her DH is going into the police force and she is also buying a house. Mum and i were talking about it all. My sister has always planned every inch of her life, right now, with such bad planning on her behalf i don't feel sorry for her. She chose to get pregnant now whilst fighting to get financial help to have our nephews with her, she chose to move house while pregnant and she chose to quit her job.
My sisters have always had a go at me for ''not planning'' my life like them, living day to day, how things come. But now, i'm surpose to feel sorry for her plans going all a$$ up? Why should i feel sorry for her when i was going through court with my DD's dad i was told it was MY fault that my life was sh!t, when now, my life is going great- even with all the drama in it, it's still great!. don't get me wrong, i feel bad for all her drama and i hope that everything does calm dwn for her, but i dont feel sorry for her.
Am i really a b!tch or do i have grounds to just feel like i dont care right now..