Back again with some more questions. Maybe not questions, just reassurance.
I phoned Masada a couple of months ago (DD is now almost 9 months and still waking more times during the night than sleeping), she is always sick and very miserable during the day, so I know something needs to be done. I am also at my wits end and have gotten to the point where I am so sleep deprived that i am beginning to resent being a MUm. THen I feel guilty for even feeling like this because we have worked so hard to have our precious little girl.
So anyway, apparently being sleep deprived makes you ramble on, SORRY. I need some reassurance that I am doing the right thing by going along to this school. I get so nervous and sick to my gut that I am going to break her spirit and she's going to resent me if I take her along to this sleep clinic, because I won't be there for her during the night to feed her and give her what she wants/needs who knows which one. I try the shush pat method and she screams and screams. They get louder and hysterical. I cuddle her and she still screams and cries. This scares me that she'll just do this all night long and then in essence she's been crying it out which I am dead set against.
Do I make any sense??? I am sorry if I am not. I am just so nervous about filling out these forms.