In november I saw those lines, really light but definately there....Within hours I was losing you, but It doesn't take away how much I desire to hold you in my arms.....The quote I loved you before I met you was so so true. you were due on the 8th of July.
Since I lost you so early the next month flew by and again I saw those beautiful lines. this time hubby was home and even he got to see the lines......I was so cautious, no bleeding all day, but that night I started spotting, on and off for the next week, until on the 23rd of December at my u/s you had flown to heaven you were due on the 26th of August. My mum said why be upset, you only just knew you were pregnant, but then cried coz they were her grandbabies to be. I guess I have felt all along I haven't deserved to mourn you as I only knew you were mine for just over a week, but my god do I love you....I am proud you tried to stick around when your mummys body just wasn't able to keep you safe. I just want you to both know, to some you were just an embryo, to me you are my babies, part of my world forever, a piece of my heart in heaven and I hope I am given the chance for one of you to come back to me to live happily and safely here on earth.