10 sleeps til I should of held you in my arms

**FunKy~Mummy** · 27-06-2011 08:42

In november I saw those lines, really light but definately there....Within hours I was losing you, but It doesn't take away how much I desire to hold you in my arms.....The quote I loved you before I met you was so so true. you were due on the 8th of July.
Since I lost you so early the next month flew by and again I saw those beautiful lines. this time hubby was home and even he got to see the lines......I was so cautious, no bleeding all day, but that night I started spotting, on and off for the next week, until on the 23rd of December at my u/s you had flown to heaven you were due on the 26th of August. My mum said why be upset, you only just knew you were pregnant, but then cried coz they were her grandbabies to be. I guess I have felt all along I haven't deserved to mourn you as I only knew you were mine for just over a week, but my god do I love you....I am proud you tried to stick around when your mummys body just wasn't able to keep you safe. I just want you to both know, to some you were just an embryo, to me you are my babies, part of my world forever, a piece of my heart in heaven and I hope I am given the chance for one of you to come back to me to live happily and safely here on earth.

**RipperRita** · 27-06-2011 08:50

Sorry for your loss...
What you wrote was beautiful and touching. My ds is born 8th July.... It's a very special date

**heeeeerekittykitty** · 27-06-2011 08:55

Oh funky mummy :-( what a beautiful post , it brought tears to me eyes .

I'm so sorry for your losses . Praying that one of your angels comes back to you here on earth . Love kitty xo

**Cherished** · 28-06-2011 13:44

Massive hugs

to you beautiful lady. Your journey has been a tough one, and I pray that you get your little miracle soon. I would also like to believe that our angels will come back one day.
I am sure that both yours and my angels are playing on the clouds together and looking out for one another until they are ready to walk on earth.

xoxox

**the girls mum** · 28-06-2011 13:48

Oh wow that was both beautiful and heartbreaking xxooxx

RIP 2 very special angel babies - big hugs Funky Mummy xxx

**melandstan** · 28-06-2011 14:28

i am so sorry for your loss.....

2 precious angels and i know how precious they are to all mothers who have endured this.

be kind to yourself and love your babies as much, and whenever, you like. They were your babies....

rest in peace little angels.

**insanity** · 29-06-2011 07:25

**joeyanna** · 07-07-2011 21:26

Originally Posted by FunKy~Mummy

I just want you to both know, to some you were just an embryo, to me you are my babies, part of my world forever, a piece of my heart in heaven and I hope I am given the chance for one of you to come back to me to live happily and safely here on earth.

Funky Mummy, you brought tears to my eyes, your words touched my heart. I think of this with my three angel babies I have lost.

Heartfelt blessings to you, a huge hug, it will happen for you keep faith xx

**emzluvbub** · 07-07-2011 21:30

I know exactly how you feel. I have had two early miscarriages and I miss them both like crazy. My first due date was one of the hardest days of my life. They are both looking over their little brother now and have kept him safe and strong. I pray the same happens for you.