This vent is really how stupid i am
I was born with a hip dsyplasia and will nee to get two new hips as soon as i turn 25 (i hope). but they have been acting up so much recently i can hardly walk and with a very active and new to walking toddler it is even harder.
anyway my vent is i was recently discussing with dp i would love to get back to the work force soon dp was ok with it but he told me i should really think about it as i have a long list of health concerns.
So today we went for a picnic with our car club is was a great day now but now i totally can't walk and if i want anything i basically have to crawl (yes i am in that much pain) all i was doing was standing around chatting to our mates and chasing ds around which probably a bad idea but i didn't want him to go into the river (which was like 500m from where we were having our picnic but down a steep hill it was safe where we were having the picnic just had to keep a very close eye on ds).
And now i am totally thinking if i can't handle a day out with my friends how the hell am i going to go at work (i only have a background of retail and childcare).
God damn i am so stupid thinking i could
ok vent over thanks for reading.