Stupid stupid me !!!!
I haven't been feeling right for the last week .. Bad migraines and just sore back .. Exact same as I had with DS...
So tonight while driving to get dinner I thought let's stop and get a ptest since im a day late ... After buying it I got in my head that I had just wasted my money it couldn't possibly be + .... well the second line came up straight away ... I drove to my friends house 5 mins away and done another one .. Again line number 2 came up straight away
What am I going to do !!!
The father and I have been seeing each other for just over a year but we are only friends with benefits ... He's got much older children and doesn't want to do kids again that's why we have just been friends for so long
I'm on the pill which obviously didn't work
I don't know what to do
Do I keep baby ?
Do I look at abortion ?
But right now I can't afford to fork out a few hundred $$$ for one
So what do I do ?
I need the magic answer ...
Going to try get into the doc tomorrow and see how far I am ...
Can not believe I'm in this position