It's on my "to do" list of books. I regret the first 18 months of my child's life. I barely remember them, to be honest. I still cry about them sometimes, but all I can do now is be present in the now. I am every so greatful that I was able to come out of the fog of PND and begin to be present for my child. And I am greatful that I am now armed with much more knowlege for any future children, though I still expect to learn much every day.