Has anyone had to return to work yet? I need to in July and am currently trying to sort out childcare arrangements etc without crying, finding the thought of being away from my daughter very stressful - she's only 11.5 weeks old at the moment, will be 4 months when I go back to work. Sadly the bills need paying. Hopefully it'll only be 3 days a week but the very thought of it makes me feel sick.
Can anyone recommend a way NOT to go back to work, or a particular type of childcare - i.e. is in someone's home better than in a centre and so on? I'm BF so will have to leave EBM for her each day no matter where she is.
I'm going to miss her so much :-( Any advice would be really welcome, thanks.