Hi there. I'm so sorry it's been a while since I've posted anything in here. Been super busy with moving to Brisbane and starting a new job.
Hope everything is going well for everyone! I really have missed you all!
To update where I left off - I started fertility treatment (chlomid) in December last year, with no luck. In may this year, in the middle of our move, I decided to take a break from the drugs to give my body a break. I haven't had a period since! I am now four weeks and two days overdue. I took two pregnancy tests last week and both were big fat negatives but I'm still getting some signs of being pregnant like really tired, lower back pain, cravings, peeing all the time etc. I'm worried it's just my mind playing tricks again.. As I'm sure you all know, it's so depressing and I'm starting to think it will never happen.. I cry so much in confusion and heart break.. To make matters worse, its getting close to the two year anniversary of when I lost an angel
I'm sorry this is such a whinge and also for not being around much.. As I said before I have missed u all so much xoxox