Simply put..... Does the craving of your drug of choice ever go away??
Some days I'm fine - pre occupied with my current life.. But when I'm bored or alone I think about my drug of choice and what life would be like if I never met DP. Sometimes I even think I want to go back! the memories.. The friends.. The fun.. But it would have killed me. It had to end sooner or later. You can't party for the rest of your life right?
Tell me it goes away. Eventually.?!? 3.5 years on it still plagues me.
Why WHY WHY!!!!!!