Ok. Confession time. Since having dd2 (7 weeks) I've really struggled with dd1 who turns 3 in just over a month. She was the apple of my eyes, I adored her until dd2 came along. I know it's a big adjustment for her but she is driving me bonkers and I'm really struggling to find that empathy and patience for her. She is ten times more difficult than my beautiful placid baby. She's rude, demanding and refuses to do anything with DH. I've given her all I've got since dd2 was born and all this extra effort has amounted to naught.
Today she is sick. Her whining is just like nails on a blackboard. I have zero sympathy for her. I just want to put her in a bin.
Feeling guilty for feeling this way. I DO love her, but to be honest right now I prefer dd2.