I know this is an old old thread, but today I really need it, I feel like my son deserves a mum so much better than me basically because I don’t know if I feel bad for working fulltime and having DS in day-care, there are days when I am home alone with him and I think I just couldn’t cope having him home every single day, and the guilt of that eats me up. Why wouldn’t I want to spend time with my child? I SHOULD want to be at home with him, he SHOULD be at home with his mum, not at day-care 7 hours a day. And he is SUCH a good boy, I love him more than I thought I could love, he truly lights up my life but I don’t want to spend time with him??? That doesn’t even make sense to me!
I hate myself for thinking it, it eats me up inside nearly every day!