Can I just say this forum chat is what BH should be about, supporting other mums and helping them, not judging them. We all suffer guilt and no on is perfect, we all have our moments of attention lapse and just simply losing it.
For me at the moment, we have 4.5 year old and doing IVF and ttc for over 2.5 years and a lot of time away from DS (this includes working to afford IVF) and effort is put into this. With all meds I am on and frustration of doing another ICSI cycle, I can be short with DS and lose my temper. Then I get upset as here we are trying for number 2 and im yelling at the only child we actually have then I think its gods way of paying me back for being a bad mum.