thanks so much for your lovely post, I can see what a good place you are in, even though you have had some really tough times. I totally need this kind of insipration at the moment and it actually gives me hope I can get back to my usual happy self. I really thought I was doing much better this month in dealing with this but at the end of the wait for AF I went down again and guess what arrived! I think my focus is all about this at the moment which is setting myself up for tears each month. I want to get my focus off it but it is so hard. I havent heard of Gabriella Rosa but keen to learn more, I'll have a look at her website...are you all doing an online based program or did you go and see her?
I also wish you and this lovely group the most amazing baby luck and look very forward to hearing some exciting news soon xo