What a heartbreak.
But to give you some hope I carried DD to 38 weeks and did so well they didn't even induce me. I was on the same meds as you.
I know the clexane is sore! They are a bit blunt! But for a good cause.
Honsetly I would say you love that little fetus as much as you want. Really I think disconnecting from them doesn't help the pain of a loss anyway. I never really bonded with dd in utero, always scared she wouldn't survive. And I had horrible attatchment issues when she was born.
This bub I'm just going to try to connect to as much as possible and ride the waves, good or bad.
Yep, we are only a week apart.