I've had it. I seriously cannot do it anymore and I am 99% sure I will be putting DS2 on formula in a couple of days.
I am sick of doing it all, DP wants to help with night feeds but how can he? I'm exhausted, sick, sore, leaky and over it. I've been crying for the last few days non stop because I feel like I am not enjoying my newborn. I feel like a failure but I just don't have that drive to keep going. Its not *that* important to me to continue BFing but I feel like I am letting DS down, like I am letting everyone who supported me down.
Having such a crap day .