Sabah: I'm so sorry that it wasn't a BFP. I have made a conscious decision to never POAS whilst doing any of this. I really hope you get a much better result next round.
Slinki: Fantastic news about your FS change . Can I ask who you are seeing at SIVF? I just had our initial nursing appt yesterday and we had to select a FS to oversee us, and I definitely made sure it was Gabrielle Dezarnaulds as she specilaises in PCOS.
I know how frustrating it can be when it's all up to you and DH gets off scott free! One thing which was great about the nursing appt too was the nurse really stuck into DH about his binge drinking. DH is half Swede/Pommy and our mate is Irish, they can go through 2 cases of beer in 2 days plus whatever else. I've been at him for almost 4 years about it and he keeps saying 'but my results are fine'. I could kill him!
Anyway goodluck and enjoy your holiday.
Dr Mummy: You are right. I need to sort it out, and I know if I don't it can cause mc and lower IQ in bub. Unfortunately it means now we'll be starting in August if everything is ready to go. So a disappointing delay, but a necessary one. I'm trying to remain pragmatic, but it is an emotional journey regardless. I hope you are feeling wonderful and glowing.
Thanks to everyone who has offered me support. Even though we'll now be starting around August if all is well, I'm still going to hang around here with you lovely people.
AFM: My Endocrinologist was really lovely, and she's put me on Eutroxsig 50mg. Only prob is after 3 days on 1 pill a day, my tacchycardia and ectopic beats are out of control. I can't help but feel my heart muscle will be destroyed from bad rhythms, stress and weight. I'm going to try call her as I can't do another bad night again.
On a better note, after being married for 3+ years, I have booked our 4 night honeymoon to the Daintree/Cairns for July. It's not the 6 week round the world trip we'd planned before all the hoo-haa of car accidents etc. I'm going to come back refreshed and ready to tackle this whole thing head on. DH will have a surprise as I've booked a day trip to the outback and some caves. He's been dying to go to the desert. So this will be the next best thing. I'm going to try and squeeze a massage in somewhere.
Wishing you all