hi gorgeous girls
pls forgive me for sneaking in for a quick me post. am really struggling today. i'm sure it's partly the crinone doing its awful thing but i just feel hideous . hcg yesterday (12 day post-trigger, 5dpt) was 5.01. i am convinced it's the remainder of the trigger - i had a level of 3.2 hcg 12 days post-trigger with the iui and they give you a double ovidrel dose with an ivf cycle so i reckon it's the traces of that that are showing up. the only thing that will tell for sure is tomorrow's BT, which can't come quickly enough. at the stage of the cycle when i just want to know one way or the other and stop these #$%& drugs asap. sorry to be such a downer. i know i have so much to be thankful for with my two beautiful kids and in some ways feel very guilty for devoting so much emotional energy to the holy grail of a third. i'll be in a better space this time tomorrow when we know for sure whether it's worked or not - and, if not, can get stuck into a massive G&T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
trying, always, starf1sh - thank you beautifuls for your lovely words
sorry again to vent. it will only get better from here