Thanks lovely girls Fi , Jfb and Millie
I feel like I am wearing my sadness and grief like a very heavy cloak, sometimes I have the energy to shrug it off and get on with things and at other times the effort feels too much. I know you all get it and I do take comfort many others have been in this place before and survived it, albeit a little battle scarred I am always able to see that there is hope and most of us will get there in the end.....but bl00dy h3ll where is the end??? So I have been upping the self care, just got back from a massage and have been delegating more stuff to DH...who is cooking as I type!
Ms Millie, I REALLY hope we ALL graduate too! I am encouraged though by our dwindling numbers as SO many of our girls have gotten UTD in the last 12 months or so. But I will say girls it does suck to be among the last picked by the baby gods! Millie, I sooooooo want it to be your turn! (and then it can be mine next!) How's that lining coming along?