Im am 26 and just got married about 1 1/2 ago to my wonderful now husband we had been dating for 4 years and through that he saw me struggle with my ed and get treatment things where going ok until the wedding neared and i wanted to look perfect in my dress so i lost 15 pounds on the hcg diet well the hcg diet also helped me get pregnant which i never thought i would be able to be because i had an eating disorder for 16 years and it messed with my reproductive organs pretty bad. Well now that im pregnant im struggling bc ive gain some back and im starting to get a lil baby bump which is bothering me. I knew i was going to gain weight but i have a couple friend who are pregnant with their first and they are 3 weeks ahead and arent showing. All i want to do is vomit bc i have an excuse with morning sickness but i guess the good thing is i cant get my self to actually go through with sticking my finger down my throat. How do other girls handle recovery for almost a year and then pregnancy?