I need help. I feel like I am going crazy. I am 29 and married to a wonderful man. Together we have 2 gorgeous boys 6 and 4.5 years. I have severe endometreosis and was told at 23 that I had very little change of falling pregnant. We had three attempts of Artificial Insemination that failed and eventually I fell pregnant (on our honeymoon) and then fell pregnant 8 months later with our second son. I chose to give up work and become a full time mum. My youngest son is starting school next year and I want another baby more then anything! but.. I am scared stiff.. I am worrying over every little thing, like not going to work next year like I planned, what my parents are going to say if we have another one. I feel that because it was so difficult to have my babies and that they really were miracles that I am pushing my luck and it is kind of wrong for me wanting a third when there are so many parents out there struggling to fall pregnant with their first. I am really stuck. Can anyone offer me some kind of advice. Thank you.