Dear beautiful Jacqui,
a) your not pathetic
b) fat... well love we all have some weight issue here
c) one way you might want to look at it is that you have a secret bump
d) I weigh 45 kilos less than you, and my bump started showing when I was 6 months preggy. I just know your beautiful bump will emerge eventually.
Please dont think your pathetic in anyway, your a beautiful woman and your having a little baby. Your making a miracle and us miracle workers dont need to add to our own stress. After the babys born if you still feel the same way, maybe try some motivational therapy. I am a provisional psychologist at uni, and have found that that type of therapy works really well with my clients but go figure I cant give myself therapy lol! *hugs* Feel free to inbox me. And instead of feeling crap, think of other ways to look at it.
You feel fat and you cant see your bump,
a) miracle worker
b) your body works well because you can have a baby
c) you can always try to lose the weight after bubs born
d) you can feel the magical kicks
Sending you love xoxo