I hope that you have a good counsellor and the session gives you a lot of info and clears up any doubt that you have. We met two counsellors and one wasn't very helpful. Thanks goodness that the first one was informative and it was right then convinced DH. JenniwithanI is right, there are ups and downs. I don't think I'll ever be ready but the desire of not being a mom NOW is making my life miserable, especially it has been a very long journey (ya, enough time for most of my friends to have 2nd kid).
I am sending you a PM.