Oh Babygirl - That is not cool at all about the Due In thread. I can assure that all of your feelings, concerns, worries, and stress are nothing new to the ladies here. I personally have had two m/c and I know that at the beginning of this pregnancy, I was so sad rather than happy. I just kept thinking it was going to happen again. I never said 'When' we have a baby, though 'If' . . . and to tell the truth my negativity even got to my DH and Mother etc....though now I am counting the weeks (2!!!!) until my twenty week scan, and I am starting to feel more positive each day.
Good luck love, and if you ever need to voice any concern in here at all about your pregnany you go ahead. I can agree with Shadow, that being in the Due In thread is so hard as people drop out due to m/c...so stay strong and take each day as it comes!!!