Oh sweetie, sorry AF has come to visit again. Stay strong hun, we will get our bubbas, my arms are aching too, but I know we will get there. Stay strong. Here's something that keeping me going, not sure if I've shared it here already?
What is hope?
Hope is not wishful thinking.
Nor is it a passive.
Hope requires faith in times of waiting,
faith that things will get better.
With every expectation there is a time of waiting,
otherwise you wouldn’t need hope
because you’d have what you were hoping for.
Hope also requires faith to pick up and try again after you have fallen another time.
To hope is to
believe for a better tomorrow
and trust that even the pain you suffered
can ultimately be used for good in your life.