I don't feel any guilt, but I feel like people think I should feel bad about it. What I hate is being forced into making a decision that no mother should ever have to. A mother's worst nightmare. My twins would've endured a miserable, painful life. I love my twins, and and I am certain they are in a much better place now than this cruel world.
I have a box with their tiny clothes and photos and I look at it often.
I think what I am scared of the most is the day I have to tell my children they have sisters and why they aren't here