Let me tell you, it's not easy trying to be positive when everyone around you is getting pregnant left, right and centre. My younger is sister just had her 3rd bub in January and i'm still childless. DH's cousin's wife just announced on FB last week that she is expecting bub #3. DH's SIL fell pregnant 2 months after they got married! So seeing all these BFP's, babies and baby announcements hurts me like crazy and I do admit that sometimes I think that I will never have one of my own and have given up hope many a time. But now I stopped feeling sorry for myself, started eating healthier and excercising and now on thursday, DH and I have our first consult with a FS on thursday! It's definitely been a long time waiting, but it has obviously paid off. So whatever you do don't give up hope because if and when you do, nothing is going to happen. Believe me, i'm speaking from experience. So i'm sending you a truck load of and .
Sorry that you find yourself on here. It doesn't matter how many you've had, it never gets any easier. And Jazz is right. We are a very supportive bunch, so whatever concerns you have we'll be here for you.
I've been MIA too. Hurts to much to come on here or any other thread mainly because I felt like I didn't fit in anywhere since my diagnosis in 10'. Was very difficult coming to terms with it, but it's slowly sunk in and I try to deal with it the best that I can. And like you, didn't really feel like talking to my family and friends about it and all I did was cry. Definitely wasn't an easy thing to get over.
I will have everything crossed for you, Hun. Hope that something fantastic happens real soon.
Boo for AF showing up. You said that you've had fertility tests done, have you had a HyCoSy? I was in the exact same boat as you and the Dr's were wondering why I wasn't UTD even after I did 3 months of ovulation tracking. So my Dr sent me for this HyCoSy and that was when my world came crashing down. They found that both of my tubes were blocked. IVF is now our only option and we'll be seeing the FS on thursday. So if you haven't, it is probably worth going to have. For your piece of mind.