Hopefulandwaiting my sweet i hope hubs rethinks his decision and this isn't the end of your journey. Your feelings are normal and although i havent experienced that myself i think i would feel the same. Please take care and feel free to vent to us as much as you want, we are hear for you always.
Jazz1910.....oh hunny sorry to hear that for you too, im glad you are feeling positive about the future and i wish you all the best.
mat....goos to hear that you O'd, fingers crossed for you but sorry to hear your feeling crappy hope it doesnt last long.
AFM: im about cd 40ish....with no sign of O or AF, so i have started taking my provera to bring on AF then my 6th round of clomid. My blood tests came back negative hcg 2.0, so i can now move forward and ttc again yay.