JAZZ: Oh Sweetheart. That is such a beautiful song. I sat and read the lyrics and just broke down in tears. I'm going to send it to DH. I think it's the perfect song to let them know that we care for them and if they have a problem, not to bottle it up inside. That we well be there for them when they need us. Thank you so much for sharing it.
AFM: CD13 for me. I'll do an OPK today just to see where i'm at, not that it'll make any difference because DH is on site . Wish I could tell my ovarys to not lay an egg until friday when DH comes home. The doctor said that that was one of the main reasons why i'm not UTD because timing is everything. Like DUH! Really? No kidding!? We've been on this stupid rollercoaster ride for long enough to know that. WTF!? I hope it'll change when DH's roster changes next year. Might actually be in with a chance then.
So unfortunately for us, there will be no Christmas or NY BFP. I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't upset, but it's no ones fault. If DH was working for his old company, he would have flown me up for a few days so we can "get busy", then i'd fly back home. I really do hope that we get something next year. 4 years is a long time to wait for a baby, and I think it's about time that we had one of our own instead of watching other people have them around us.
So with all that from me, here's to you other beautiful women who are in with a chance of a Christmas or NY BFP. I'm sending you all and to make it happen.