Happy first day of December to you all - I have to say that I love christmas and all the decorations and festiveness that comes with it.
Well I have gone back but there is so much I have missed out on so i will just say a big hi to everyone.
For those who don't know me, I am a floater who has had 2 missed miscarriages in the last 12 months - the first just over 12 months ago and the second in May 2010. I have been on a big weight loss journey and have almost lost 20kgs and was going to start ttc in March but I think that we have actually decided to start now.. well when i say that, I mean we wont be worrying about not getting pregnant. A part of me hopes that it will happen in the new year but another is looking forward to the excitement of being pregnant again. We have an appointment in Jan at a recurrent miscarriage clinic so if i am pregnant by then i will also be monitored frequently. I am still hoping that the last two losses have just been one of those things.
So now I am officially in the tww but wont be testing and will try not to analyse every twinge as i have learnt in months go by that the body is a strange thing and can give off symptoms even when there is no chance i could have been pregnant. I will not test until 2 days after AF is due so 13 December. The last two times I have fallen on the third cycle so we will see how long it takes. I definately dtd around o time as I had all the signs.
I hope everyone else is well.