hi ladies well im on cd23 feeling ok misssing my baby grandson for anyone who doesnt no a little bit of history . my dd who just turned 20 has had her baby and has made me a nanny at my tender age lol. its been a long 9 months of mixed emotions as i had a m/c back in feb and have been ttc ever since and my daughter and i were actually pregnant at the same time as i was so sad for us i am happy for her . watching your due date go by and then straight after my daughter gives birth which i was present for and it was an amazing experience apart from the anguish you feel when your baby is in pain. anyhow he is here now and is the most beautiful little boy . im in the 2ww with a week to go till i can test and im so up n down i miss this baby so much it has taken me back to when my daughter was born and with us trying and getting lots of bfns its so frustrating. i think maybe now the focus is off my daughter and the baby is safe n sound i can now put all my hope in us . it has been stressful and i no this can hinder fertility at times but we do get to a point that we are so over the negatives i just hope i can find some extra strenght in myself to stay positive and believe that we will be holding our baby in 2011. sorry for the vent girls its been exhausting physically and mentally of late and being away in most of the fertile week really upset this month . but you never no miracles do happen and sometimes when you think your out for the month low and behold pregnancies happen . hows is everyone sorry af turned up to the girls who werent wanting her to .anyone in the 2ww with best of luck you get your bfp heres to us all.
sorry for the vent just needed to write down some feelings as i feel better when i write.