I've become annonymous to post this as im embarrassed
I am so annoyed right now.
My DF has been trying to get me to be more active for agesss. I finally decided i wanted to be. I'm a size 10 but i haven't done much exercise since before DS was born.
So lastnight i went to Fernwood and became a member. I'm going to try to visit 3-4 times per, more when i can.
So i joined lastnight then came home super duper excited, everything was fine, then today DF didn't have work. I have looked over the class timetable and their is nothing i am interested in so i booked my son in for the creche tomorrow morning because i want to start off my first class with BodyBalance. My DF asked why i wasn't taking th e opportunity and going to the gym while he was home to watch DS, i responded with saying i want to start off with BodyBalance because it is lower impact and i'll start tomorrow, then he starts going off saying he knew it would be a waste of money and i'm never going to go etc, i felt like s**t after he had a go. I didn't say anything, just sat there. DS was asleep was DF was having a go at me, DF as meant to spend time with DS today but instead he grabbed the car key and left with the s**ts because i'm not going to the gym today.
I'm just sick of him making me feel like im nothing.