I'm going to sit down and read all the replies =)
A bit about me:
I am on medication for depression and anxiety and have not long gone up a dose 150mg Effexor XR
I have had 2 psychology sessions this past month for the first time in my life. We are focusing on the grief of losing my sister in 2007. Very difficult to do but I am keeping optimistic it is going to help me get better.
I could write so so much but do not want to dribble on
My worst point... feeling suicidal and to the point of constantly thinking of how I could end this