'Evil spirit' hanging over me.

[Pulp Fiction]

I feel so stupid posting this. But I'm getting desperate.

When I went for my ultrasound recently, the technician doing it told me that she can see an evil spirit hanging over me. She said its been there for awhile and that its trying to destroy me.

This is NOT the first time someone I don't know has said this to me.

She said a prayer for me and seemed to sense a lot about my past (which freaked me out a little because she only met me 30 seconds earlier).

I'm not religious at all and I'm cynical that there is an evil spirit hovering over me, but I do know that I attract a lot of negative energy and have done so for many years.

It IS destroying me, not physically, but my self-esteem and strength and confidence are being slowly sapped over the years.

When I was younger I was slightly psychic and very intuitive about people and even that has been taken from me.

As I said, I am not religious and I don't believe its an evil spirit. I think people are picking up on the negative energy and mistaking it for an evil spirit. But, at this point I really don't know.

Is there any way I can get rid of this evil spirit/energy/ whatever it is without involving God? I would feel like a hypocrite to do so because as I said, I'm not a believer, and quite frankly, even if I was, I think its gone a bit beyond the point of prayers.

Any insight would be appreciated.

PS. I've posted this in two different sections because I wasn't too sure where it best fit.

[~Temet Nosce~]

you need to do some psychic protection in a form you believe in. The power of the mind and will is incredible, and if you are saying prayers when you don't really believe in them, it won't work.
Are you more of a spiritualist view in that sort of thing? I would recommend white lighting yourself, protecting yourself through positive white light. Visualise it surrounding you, slowly releasing all negative energy within you and surrounding you. Tell this evil spirit where to go, to leave you alone. Be strong, stand your ground, it is a lower level entity and it is weak, as long as you are strong.
You can try smudging yourself with white sage as well. I would also recommend seeing a professional healer if you feel you can't do this alone.

[Pulp Fiction]

you need to do some psychic protection in a form you believe in. The power of the mind and will is incredible, and if you are saying prayers when you don't really believe in them, it won't work.
Are you more of a spiritualist view in that sort of thing? I would recommend white lighting yourself, protecting yourself through positive white light. Visualise it surrounding you, slowly releasing all negative energy within you and surrounding you. Tell this evil spirit where to go, to leave you alone. Be strong, stand your ground, it is a lower level entity and it is weak, as long as you are strong.
You can try smudging yourself with white sage as well. I would also recommend seeing a professional healer if you feel you can't do this alone.

These are the problems. The bits in bold. When I was younger this wouldn't have been a problem. But all my views, all my strength, everything like that has gone out the window. It has affected my perspective, my outlook, and my personality.

I know I don't have the strength to do anything about it anymore. Its just been chipping and chipping away at me for years.

I don't even care about getting rid of it for me anymore. But I don't want my children to grow up with such negativity around. KWIM? When the ultrasound lady bought it up it really just drove that home. And as I said, she isn't the first stranger to bring this up. It must be really obvious to certain people.

I don't know how to find a professional healer, or how to know if they're genuine. But I think they will have to be a good one, simply because I really have no strength left and this energy has been around for ages. Like 7ish years. There is a really really accurate psychic in this area. Do you think she'd be able to help?

I will try what you suggested with the visualisation too. It can't hurt. Even it just worked psychosomatically. I just wish I could get my old confidence back. This negativity is for the first time starting to make me really angry. (Which probably won't help the situation any.)

[bronny-jane]

ive had the same thing years ago..lovely isnt it

i had alot of people try to clear it.. but no one could get it to go...

in the end i just sat down, and spoke out loud.. just about how i wasnt willing to let it hang on to me, i refused to be swallowed by such a negative energy.. and it was time to go... opened a window as a release and it was gone...

if you can get to healer do so, but just try telling it to go

[AM]

A sonographer said this to you??????????????? That's beyond bizzare.

I agree with BJ, try just getting rid of the 'influence' yourself.

[Mum2MarNell]

I agree it is a strange thing for a sonographer to tell you. Although if they are really so in tune that they are sure of it - and it resonates with you then good on them.

I attest to telling it to leave you and white lighting yourself.

Goodluck - You deserve to feel strong and confident again.

[Pulp Fiction]

ive had the same thing years ago..lovely isnt it

i had alot of people try to clear it.. but no one could get it to go...

in the end i just sat down, and spoke out loud.. just about how i wasnt willing to let it hang on to me, i refused to be swallowed by such a negative energy.. and it was time to go... opened a window as a release and it was gone...

if you can get to healer do so, but just try telling it to go

Good to know that someones had the same thing and managed to get rid of it. That gives me some hope at least.

But should I be trying to get rid of it when I'm pregnant? I don't want to transfer the negativity to my bubba or anything like that. Is that possible? Do I sound silly like I've watched too many movies or something?
Thats how I feel with this whole situation, and thats why I feel silly discussing it.

But I know I HAVE to do something about it and I really didn't know who to ask or what to do. I just figure the situation can't be good if even random strangers can see it/feel it. It proves its not just in my head.

[babynomad]

I think you have to try your best to switch the power struggle in your head here. Are you giving this (energy i will call it) the power to attach to you? how do you see it? do you feel it has a helpless hold on you? the human mind is extremely powerful .....if you let it be. You need to start thinking of your self as the strong one here.....you are in charge of YOU. YOU are in charge of your physical body and mental/ spiritual ect....bodies....YOU! When we decide to quit an addiction for example smoking.... the only way to beat it is to recognise in ourselves the negative voice....feeling...urge.... the feeling of powerlessness.... the feeling of no energy.... the feeling of crumbling....lack of confidence.... and reach into the core of our being and find that little bit of strength and give it power.....to say NO IM IN CHARGE HERE!! I really think even finding a healer ( even though it may work for you) you will again hand over power and responsibility to rid you of this. If you find a good one then they may work with you why you still hold power. It really is in my way of thinking about regaining just who runs the ship here.... all negative feeling...problems...ect are coming from this energy....try to find the strength continually with every negative thing, feeling, thought.... to say aloud and feel it and mean it.... IM IN CHARGE HERE AND I ONLY EXCEPT GOOD ENERGY HERE, YOU ARE FREE TO GO. say it over and over until it becomes real, until you feel sorry for it like a naughty dog ....like a weaker energy than you. I hope this helps.... its just what i believe , you are powerful enough to do this but if you need help try to find someone who you feel will facillitate you to do it. Good luck xxxx

[AM]

I think you have to try your best to switch the power struggle in your head here. Are you giving this (energy i will call it) the power to attach to you? how do you see it? do you feel it has a helpless hold on you? the human mind is extremely powerful .....if you let it be. You need to start thinking of your self as the strong one here.....you are in charge of YOU. YOU are in charge of your physical body and mental/ spiritual ect....bodies....YOU! When we decide to quit an addiction for example smoking.... the only way to beat it is to recognise in ourselves the negative voice....feeling...urge.... the feeling of powerlessness.... the feeling of no energy.... the feeling of crumbling....lack of confidence.... and reach into the core of our being and find that little bit of strength and give it power.....to say NO IM IN CHARGE HERE!! I really think even finding a healer ( even though it may work for you) you will again hand over power and responsibility to rid you of this. If you find a good one then they may work with you why you still hold power. It really is in my way of thinking about regaining just who runs the ship here.... all negative feeling...problems...ect are coming from this energy....try to find the strength continually with every negative thing, feeling, thought.... to say aloud and feel it and mean it.... IM IN CHARGE HERE AND I ONLY EXCEPT GOOD ENERGY HERE, YOU ARE FREE TO GO. say it over and over until it becomes real, until you feel sorry for it like a naughty dog ....like a weaker energy than you. I hope this helps.... its just what i believe , you are powerful enough to do this but if you need help try to find someone who you feel will facillitate you to do it. Good luck xxxx

I think the only amount of power 'things' have over us, is the amount of power WE GIVE them...