I feel so stupid posting this. But I'm getting desperate.
When I went for my ultrasound recently, the technician doing it told me that she can see an evil spirit hanging over me. She said its been there for awhile and that its trying to destroy me.
This is NOT the first time someone I don't know has said this to me.
She said a prayer for me and seemed to sense a lot about my past (which freaked me out a little because she only met me 30 seconds earlier).
I'm not religious at all and I'm cynical that there is an evil spirit hovering over me, but I do know that I attract a lot of negative energy and have done so for many years.
It IS destroying me, not physically, but my self-esteem and strength and confidence are being slowly sapped over the years.
When I was younger I was slightly psychic and very intuitive about people and even that has been taken from me.
As I said, I am not religious and I don't believe its an evil spirit. I think people are picking up on the negative energy and mistaking it for an evil spirit. But, at this point I really don't know.
Is there any way I can get rid of this evil spirit/energy/ whatever it is without involving God? I would feel like a hypocrite to do so because as I said, I'm not a believer, and quite frankly, even if I was, I think its gone a bit beyond the point of prayers.
Any insight would be appreciated.
PS. I've posted this in two different sections because I wasn't too sure where it best fit.