I can SO understand what you are saying Mel. It still seems so surreal doesn't it. After sooooo many long and enduring years of trying for a baby it's crazy to think this has finally happened. I caught my reflection in a window the other day and it took me a while to put two and two together that it's me!!!! Without angels like Vee I wouldn't be pregnant with these twins who are booting me as I type. These babies of ours are true miracles.
I can't wait to hear about Beanies arrival. You must post pictures of him/her.
Stay well hun.