Dont you ever wonder what you deserved to have something so precious

**Sugarplum2809** · 28-04-2010 23:44

I look at my DD and think that I am so blessed to have her. Although I still look at her and sometimes dont believe she is mine, how did I deserve to something so precious. Its so amazing to see this little face stare back at me, smile, giggle and coo. Sometimes during her feed she stops eating and turns her little head to face me as if she is thanking me and saying "how did you know I was hungry?". She is always smiling and so happy (except for her 9:00pm unsettled hour). She even smiles while she is falling asleep.

**Sparklydreamer** · 29-04-2010 07:09

I know what you mean. Sometimes I'm just awestruck by this beautiful new little person I have. And I love it when they fall asleep smiling. DS's latest thing is to laugh as he falls asleep. He's never laughed when awake, mind you, but he'll laugh falling asleep.

It really is amazing isn't it.

**Myztiks#1Fan** · 29-04-2010 07:19

i do question why coop was given to me when i had him. i see all children as a gift and i do wonder what his purpose for me is. i may not be the best mum at times but he is here for a reason.

**waterlily** · 29-04-2010 08:24

Yes!! I never know I capable of loving someone as much as I do my beautiful daughter! I feel like each dayy heart grows more.

**threechooks** · 29-04-2010 08:26

Yes everyday. I am blessed

**SimplyMum** · 29-04-2010 08:36

I often wonder how I got such an awsome kid, and sometimes overwealmed and....scared? that I have been entrusted with such a precious soul- like I'm holding the most valuable gem in the world and it's my job to protect it and make sure it keeps growing and shining all the way through.

**Bountiful** · 29-04-2010 08:37

I wonder this all the time, even when DS is being a terror and I want to pull my hair out

He just has this way about him, sure his Autism has meant our lives have taken a slightly different direction than I wanted for us but that's the beauty of life isn't it - we're all on our paths for a reason. One day I hope I'll learn why DS was sent to me.

I think he's just a wonderfully vivacious little spirit who never gives up - and it gives me strength to never give up on him either

**babybabycakes** · 29-04-2010 08:41

yep. so much! always makes me smile. especially during feeds when he pulls off to smile-even though it spills a mouthful of milk down mum

**MagicalLeopluradon** · 29-04-2010 09:20

I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my boys.....they are my world, I do see them as a gift from god.

**lemongrass** · 29-04-2010 14:55

yes very much!!

i know i am farrrr from perfect mother (dh is more "motherly" than me).

but i have two beautiful kids. one boy, one girl. i feel so blessed. this is just like a dream come true.

not in million years i ever imagined i will have a wonderful family like now.