So, I have a history or recurrent miscarriage (as you can see in my signature) because of unbalanced translocations, and now I'm 12 weeks pregnant again.
I fluctuate between confident and excited, and incredibly nervous about whether this baby will be okay. This morning I woke up not wanting to get up because I was so worried about this baby, but then later in the day I was feeling good again.
I've seen a good strong heartbeat, but unfortunately I've seen a heartbeat on two previous pregnancies that miscarried.
I'm trying to be confident in the fact that I feel SO pregnant. But now that I've reached 12 weeks, all those first trimester symptoms are starting to fade off a bit, but my belly hasn't popped out yet and obviously I can't feel the baby move yet.
Has anyone been in this place before? How have you got through this stage, or even through your whole pregnancy? (I remember even when I was pregnant with my son I had only had one miscarriage but was still nervous about the whole pregnancy.)