im having quite a stressful day personally. I'm so far behind with my bills, had threats from all the utilities to cut everything off if they dont get money argh
DP has just started a new job this week. He's been in and out of casual employment since our DD was born last march.
I can't live in lala land anymore, its time for me to go back to work. So i've been making appointments all morning to see the job service provider next week to help me find a new job, and I've been looking at child care option for DD. Found one that sounds lovely. She's made an appointment for me to come in there and meet the staff and look around and just watch how it all works for a few hours.
No one has ever cared for my DD other than myself. well, DP has watched her for an hour or so while get groceries but she's not been left with someone else. The thought of leaving her terrifies me.
*sigh* I'll get over it i guess