Hi i am currently 4 1/2wks pregnant this is my 2nd pregnancy in the last 6 months (i had a miscarriage 4 months ago). I am a single girl who has been dating the same guy for 7 months now. We fell pregnant (after taking the MAP) about a month after knowing each other. That pregnancy, after many arguements & back & forth how we felt about it ended in miscarriage! He doesnt want a child & expressed that to me & i understood that & respected his opinion, however we couldnt agree cause i didnt want an abortion & was to frightened to have 1 as that was something i have been through in the past.
I have wanted to be a mum for so long but havent met the right guy & when i fell pregnant i couldnt help but see it as a sign. Anyway the pregnancy ended & we continued to see each other i went straight on the pill & have been on it for the last 4 months & have some how managed to fall pregnant again. So here i am back at the same situation with him, he doesnt want a child & i am to scared to have an abortion & its not what i want. He now feels like i have just sized him up to have his child etc etc & it kills me that he thinks that cause i am not, nor will i ever be that kind of a person.
Im so frightened right now & dont know what to do, just need to talk to someone that may understand how i am feeling or has been through a simular situation themselves