Just a little worried that what im feeling sint normal.
A bit of back ground info. On the 14/09/07 I lost my little girl, Layna Belle, she was born sleeping at 24 weeks due to pre-labour becuase of my incompatant cervix.
I really struggled after that as im sure you all can relate too.
About 4 months after DH and I started trying again we had a fair few misscarrages. We finally feel pregnant again late last year and had our beautiful little man Riley on the 30/07/09 with the help of my cervical stitch.
But know im always really upset its like im grieving all over again for what i missed out on. I feel horrible like Riley is missing out every thing that he does thats new i feel so proud but there is always a little bit of sadness remember that I could be watching Layna doing this.
I love Riley with all my heart but the greif im feeling is really getting me down.
Is this normal?