I have so much going on in my life at the moment and not sure if i am dealing with it all right.
Well where to start, I am engaged and due to our our engagement party in a few weeks, i have 3 children, 2 to my ex and one to my fiance. Over the next few weeks i have to go to court over a debt with centrelink where i was on the single parent payment after me and my ex separate and was working full time and raising 2 kids and i had incorrectly put in some of my income wrong due to not getting pay slips and having such a busy life, so i have the court case really playing on my mind, then i have our engagement party and last week i just found out that my pap smear test after having my bub 8 weeks ago has come back abnormal for the second time in a year. I cant remember what the doc said it is but basically now i have to go up the hospital and have some cells burnt out, which looks like that will be happening in about 6 weeks. To top things off my fiance's friends have just recently came up to me and told me not to screw him over.
His such a great guy, his accepted me and my older two kids and now we have a beautiful baby girl, but why do i keep thinking he can do so much better?? My lawyer has said i will get a criminal conviction as they really try to make a point of punishing ppl that have debts with centrelink. I'm scared! What are ppl going to think after the court case, am i going to cop more negativity from my partners friends, im really not sure how much more i can take