Well after searching the net for somewhere comfortable to chat I come across this site which is great as I really need some help... ( i think?)
I dont no where to start or what to start with so here goes...
I have a 9 month old little boy that I absolutely love to peices, my problem is I cant read a paper or watch the news without crying. It breaks my heart to hear stories of abuse on little babies and children. I serious cannot comprehend how people can be so cruel to children especially little defenceless babies. The last few days I have read in the paper about the little 3 year old boy who was raped and then died probably due to choking on his own vomit.
To think of the horror this little boy must have gone through keeps me awake at night just sitting here typing it I have tears streaming down my face.
Im also a service manager in a large retail outlet, the area in which I work has alot of comission housing and some very uneducated people (i dont wish to offend anyone) but whenever I see a child being mistreated I cannot keep my mouth shut. The other day I watched a feral mother pick her 18month (?) old up by the arm and pretty much throw her in the trolley I couldnt help myself... I had to have a crack at her. Surely its just a matter of time before a get a compaint made about me.
I suppose Im wondering am I just feeling like this cos Im a mum now or am I falling into some sort of delayed post natal depression?
ANY advice wouldreally be appreciated...