Too Hard..

**Sarak7** · 07-07-2006 12:40

My boyfriend left me. i'm 17 weeks pregnant. I hate where i am. My family don't care about me, won't talk to me, disowned me. I have noone to talk to. I don't wanna do anything. my life is in bits and even thinking about adopting my baby out.
I am walking around dead, it's not like anyone really cares or anything but i might as well *****. I'd probably jump off a cliff if it wasn't 4 baby.
all this is just too f***d up!!!!
The truth is life is just one battle after another, if your in love and you swear your husband/partner/fiance loves you it's all one big disappointment in the end. we r on this earth to suffer, whatever/whoever is out there (if there is) will raise us up just to drop us hard again.
But let all the homeless, depressed, starving etc; get over it it will get better.. pfft!! the only reason **** gets better after a while is because your body rejects it from your mind because otherwise it would eat you away.. if it dosn't get better your just another depressed alcoholic/druggo/suicidal/good for nothing freak.. or dead. people judge people who kill themselves WHY? just cause they can't feel what the suicidal person felt.

SoRRy 2 All The HaPPy PeoPle HeRe, HoPe EverYthinG Is GoOd FoR YoU!!

Life is a disappointment!

**melfunction** · 07-07-2006 12:44

Sara, I think you need to visit your GP and soon, if not now. He/she will be able to help you find the help you need. Or ring Lifeline. The people there are trained to help.

Good luck.

**LA62** · 07-07-2006 12:49

Originally Posted by KM

Sara, I think you need to visit your GP and soon, if not now. He/she will be able to help you find the help you need. Or ring Lifeline. The people there are trained to help.

Good luck.

same as above

**PMS** · 07-07-2006 12:53

Oh sweetie

. I'm sorry your feeling this way. Is there no one at all that you can talk to? No one to offer you the support that you need? You really need sort these feelings out for your sake and your bubs. On a positive note; in 23 weeks you will be holding your precious baby in your arms and this will be one of the happiest moments of your life. I'm sure if you stick with bubhub you will gain a lot of support and be able to talk things through with all these lovely mums and dads.
I hope things do get better for you; no one should be feeling like you do.

Take care, Peta

PS Feel free to PM me if you need to talk......