So i realise that its far too late to be up, but i keep having the same really stupid thought which leads to an argument that happens between me and myself!
My BIL is going out with this girl that has 2 children to her ex hubby. They have been going out for about 14 months, they live together and stuff and they are good for one another. Yes it sh*ts me that they are a happy family and me and Josh arent (but we should be, stupid infertility).
What i am essentially talking to myself about tonight is a comment i over heard my MIL say to a bunch of family members. She addressed BIL's GF's kids as her "grandchildren". Now this to me isnt right. They are not her grandchildren, nor will they ever be! They have grandparents already!!!
I know how wrong it sounds but i just want to say that to my MIL. I want to tell her that she isnt a grandmother yet. And until either BIL and the GF give her a grandchild or Me and Dh give her one, she stays grandchildless!
I am so bitter about this, considering this convo happened 2 weeks ago and i am still fuming about it!!!
eughhhh i am so wound up over stupid things these days! Bl00dy infertility, so not fun......